I’m an aspiring writer who communicateds my experiences through blogging as a way to assist others who are going through similar experiences and hopefully inspire and help people grow.
I had a big huge long story of the specifics of the hardships I’ve been through, but I took that down becaues I realized that it’s not so much the specifics of my hardships that matter but rather the fact that I became aware of the repeating patterns of my life, the underlying issues of what’s causing those patterns to play out repeatedly and then working through and healing the issues. That’s what the progression of life is in a nut shell.
I am most specifically interested in raising awareness about societal conditioning and conditioning we’ve gained through our experiences, because much of it puts us in a position where we’re not being our authentic selves but rather we’re being who we’ve been conditioned to think we should be. The more we become aware of this, the less power we will give to it and the more real we can be.
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I truly understand what you are saying. I to am going through that exact same thing. You are blessed to have found the balance that you need. I feel as though i’m on this path and im trying to find myself. I dont know where to turn but God. I know there is a identity struggle going on, and if i dont do something about it soon, i’m going to lose myself in a life that i was never meant to live. Whats worse is i have two daughters patterning themselves after me. I am only 29 yrs old but inside i feel 39.
I have so much to offer the world, but i dont know how. Inside i feel like bursting out on the scene screaming and saying hey everyone, this is the real me…… like it or leave. I have seattled for relationships due to lack of self esteem i guess, i have loved with my heart, in return i have nothing to show for it. Will i ever make it? Where is the peace? My mind is constantly going. Almost never a break, exept maybe sometimes when i am asleep.
People see me, but they dont know me, i dont know myself. I was raised in a home where restrictions and religion were first and farmost. Although i know better now and I see that all wasnt correct, i am stuck. Now what? What are my talents? IDK, I am grown now and i dont know my talents and i dont know what i like to do. I really never had a chance to find myself. I’m just tired of the search. Your story caught my attention, just thought i’d comment on it.